I’M FREE~!

from this day on, i am setting myself free from all the daydreaming that i do.

i'm not going to hope that he likes us to be more than friends anymore.

i now realize that i do know him, and that my hunch is right.

he knows that i have feelings for him.

he, on the other hand, knows me too well.

because he knew that i'll deny it to him when he'd ask me about it.

and the thing is: hindi nya ako type. 

nage-gets mo ba ako?

basta.

i won't spill the details.

… 

yeah, it hurts. 

it'll take me a while to find somebody who will FINALLY love me back.

ung hindi lang friends friends.

… 

at least, my pride is still intact.

i know i can still stare at his face when we see each other. 

sabi nga nya, when he feels that a friend had fallen for him, it's ok, as long as they know each other's limits.

so there.

I'm FREEEEEEE!

tears might flow sooner or later, but i'll wipe 'em dry.

because now i'm not imprisoned with my false hopes and aspirations.

someday, i'll be happy in the romance department.

someday. 

yeah!