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No Pain, No Gain (emo-emohan mode)
November 20, 2007last saturday, we had an activity where we would write in two separate metacards the thing that gives us pain and pleasure.
in the pleasure sheet, i wrote "movies". it's up to you to guess what kind of movies i watch. *smiley*.
in the pain sheet, i wrote "neglect".
nah, i'm not referring to my family and my friends.
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it's been 20 days since we last texted with each other.
had i not bothered to check up on him last november 1, i doubt if he would remember me.
yes, i feel neglected.
but the thing is, i have no right to feel this way.
to him, i'm just a friend who's just miles away.
a friend who only existed when he's bored.
just a friend.
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can't he just send me a text message once?
a single text message would be fine, if he's really busy living his life.
a single text message from him would be fine, to ease my worries… and pain.
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i'm resisting the urge to be the first one to text "hi" to him.
i've succeeded for twenty days, wew.
it's not easy.
i feel like a drug addict experiencing withdrawal symptoms.
little did i know that he would cause me pain.
damn, i'm feeling down again.
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ate pam once said that "in every cloud, there is a silver lining".
i wish i could see it on my cloud soon.
